GERAK SIMULTANITAS DUNIA
26 Mar 2010 Leave a Comment
in I N D O N E S I A, TRUTH IN AN EXISTENTIAL REALITY
salam dari sor tanjung
manusia selalu mencoba mencari keterangan dari berbagai fenomena yang melingkupi dan membentang dekat dan jauh dari segala lini kehidupannya, mulai dari tangisan bayi yang ada hubungannya dengan lanjutan teori reinkarnasi hindu buddha ( walau dalam tataran theologis, mereka berbeda dalam konsep atman ), proses dinamika dan romantika kehidupan manusia yang katanya dikuasai oleh teori predestinasi ( liat jahudi, kristen katholik dan islam ) sampai titik moment si jabang bayi menjelma menjadi manusia tua dan meninggalkan alam mayapada ini.
dari semua itu, tidak ada kepuasan filosofis-psikologis-moral terhadap tumbuh kembangnya manusia.
apa teori anda, Dier Dzar Ghifari, mencoba mereduksi kompleks dan multi-dimensionalnya kehidupan apalagi yang bernama alam semesta? yang dalam pembekuan parsial- temporer anda ; atas gerak simultanistas kehidupan yang tiada akhir ini, dengan postulasi anda yang prematur dan mencoba merengkuh dan meng-order kan gerak chaos-but-in-order yang bernama roda kehidupan?
why bad things happen to good people?
ini adalah fragmentaris pembekuan sesaat dari romantika kacangan ( maaf, tapi ini yang kitarasakan ) terhadap elan vital hidup yang bermakna ganda ; samsara dan anugerah yang terindah…
salam dari sor tanjung.
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A HOME IS PURCHASED BY 3 PENCILS
21 Mar 2010 Leave a Comment
in comparative religion, daily life, I N D O N E S I A
HOW HAPPY I AM TO HEAR MY FIRST DAUGHTER’S DEMAND TO STUDY TOGETHER…
just after finishing our daily programmes, even it is a little late for a 7 years child for not sleeping at this time,
so I follow her to sit on chair in her studying room.
after correcting some previous exams and we needed to sharpen our pencils, suddenly my daughter refused her pencil to be sharpened.
in fact, from her aunt & uncle’s gift is 3 pencils whose undoubtful quality is guaranteed.Its brand is faber castell.
she said to me’ theses pencils will be used as I will be at the second class in the next few month’
and I replied ‘ do not worry to much. We will buy some same quality pencils as you have now for your convenience.
Your main concern is just to study and study.
having no faber castell is your fathers’ original sins.
I replied, adding some ‘stupid’ religious context.
but what surprised me was her adult-like answer.
she replied innocently with her greatest concern about my exixtential salary,
Father, I want you to save your money to buy me a home for my 7th birthday.
not to buy me again those pencils. I am happy to write with this still-useable pencil even it becomes so small in my hand’s grip.
those 3 pencils will be used as I will be in the second class. so do not buy me some new pencils, I can still use this old one.
you know. how does it feel when a father hear and feel it from her child?
it is an unbelievable thing!
it is more precious than a box of gold…like my christian ucle used to influence me.
while in other hand, he began to realize my theologic concern about what the whole chirstian world insist to belive.
is it our god is just our mental projection?
because talking about him is a metaphysical speculation as ever.
and later I was daily attacked by my moslem wife.
Because she keeps trying to ‘indulge’ me in her islamic justification dogmas also. with which I often consider. perceive it as 2 things, apriori and premature.
for what???
to say or to insist or to believe or whatever man might do to generalize his ‘hegemonic’ language
that my religion is the only TRUTH WHILE OTHERS ARE HELL- DWELLER.
WOW… I like this world to much as I like this mental-physical discussion.
but I will continue this tomorrow.
oks thanks for contacting me in this world of fuzzy abstraction.
A LOCAL-SETTING-PREDATORY-CAPITALISM
28 Sep 2004 Leave a Comment
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
predatory capitalism with local settings
Hi Blog,
Life is fast,isn’t it? Back again in the morning to get ya in touch with my report.Ended my day successfully, doing my agenda with which consumed my energy, enjoyed much the TIME-FKN in jogja with Sugeng. He was admired with all the displayed reglia from almost the still-existing-45 palaces around Indonesia, through which when I observed it depply, so many dutch-colonialist background and global interventions during the Sultanate in indonesia. Bullshit!!!
those 45 palaces and their Sultanates are the comprador of the predatory-military Capitalism since the 16th century ( with its recent Late Capitalism ). They do not give any good for indonesian country, even unwantedly, compared with Thai ingdom-our neighbour, they are more prosperous and people-oriented-policy decisions making than our beloved Kingdom. F- all the kingdom here…they are collaboradores when the Dutch came here 600 years ago, even untill now! why all indonesian people can not see this?? or am I anti-mainstream ???
God, if there was you, I give no F-, I can not forgive you all what you have done during 600 years to my country with your DESTINY IDEA, (this is your destiny my childres of God!!! ), we have been colonialized for 7 nations until now, mentally,culturally,economically. You have double -standard rules God!!!.
WEll, no solutions for my beloved country, Indonesia. Listomania of mine is full of problems than solutions.
OK Blog, Thanks for today.
see ya this midnight
with LOve
from edigyol@yahoo.com
MY CLEPTOCRATIC COUNTRY, INDONESIA
24 Sep 2004 Leave a Comment
Friday, September 24, 2004
sorry for late
dear Blog,
really sorry for being late to keep writing you on this virtual world
coz I got leasss time to control myself, many things to do from this thiza and that that
I ‘ve promised myself to daily write you all-I can-write-acumulative-happenings in my beloved country
not in my f- governmenmt, event they are,implicitly, inseparable
becoz during 8 yearas of my job as a tour guide in Java
I meet many people from all over the world, from the rich country,middle, the poor country..
in fact what really happens is the world is full of lies ( not pesimistic but peassimis for optimis, isn’t good)
like indonesia,brazil,argentina,columbia are rich in natural resources
but the peolple are poor….the bureaucratic government is not just corrupt but also kleptomaniac
so, my recent conclusion is that the worls is ruled by this monster; predatoty-military capitalism
what now the terrorist as the buzz word around the world mass media is a lie
but why not somany people can realize it?
so we can react together to chalenge it
just for ;distributive justice for 6 ooo ooo ooo people on thie cosmic planet?
( no, no, no I an living in my own world of disutopic Utopian Wold )
ok thanks a lot Blog for today
I will report you always fro the next thing…..
see ya…
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